Thursday, January 08, 2009

OMG! It's 2009

Ok, I'm sure nobody reads this....I didn't realize I had not posted at all in 2008. Thought for sure I had.
Anyway, things are well. Both kids are healthy and happy.....except for when they're fighting. I had not anticipated this sibling rivalry so early. A 4 1/2 yr old and a 1 1/2 yr old. It's not pretty sometimes. Oh well.
The 19th is the "anniversary" of my son's death. Anniversary is not the right word....but anyway. It's hard to believe it'll have been 5 years. I long to hold him so much. I hold his clothes and try to remember.
I've had a bit of a relapse lately....depression, etc. I think that will always be with me though, and I have to accept that. And try to not let it consume me and become me.
I've started going to church. I find great comfort in that, and peace.
Well, my little one is up. I'll try to post more this year.

3 comments:

Whispered Support said...
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Carly Marie said...

Wishing you a gentle day today. Sending you all my love for this time.

Thinking of you x

Carly x

BabyDansMommy said...

thanks Carly - I have to say that your website is so inspiring. I am so glad I stumbled upon it. You give me strength ...I mean that.
Rhonda