Monday blues?

Well, it's Monday again. A Monday off. I look forward to my three day weekends so I can have more time with my daughter, however seems like we've been fighting this weekend. She's napping now, I'm going to try and make the rest of the day good...so I don't go back to work tomorrow feeling awful. Trying potty training again....ugh! She is so smart but I just don't think she's ready. She was off to a good start a few months ago at our first attempt...but went down hill quickly. Oh well, I don't want to rush her...but I feel like I am. My Grandmother just called...asked me if I had the "blue Monday blues". She cracks me up. I told her no, but she always has the Monday blues...not sure why.
I really don't want to go back to work tomorrow. I'm hoping a job comes open soon where I can work from home. Though that may be difficult with a rambuxious two year old.
Well...I guess we're going to wait about 2 months to really try and get pg. This maybe will avoid a June/July baby. An Aug. baby would be good. But you never know with me. My son was 2 1/2 weeks early, and my daughter 4. Well I guess I'll go surf some more, maybe lay down and try and catch a nap too. Of course Days will be on soon...Take care

What to do...

Well, now that my hubby and I have discussed having another baby - still some details to be worked out - I may have to be careful for two months. If we were to get pg this month, the due date would be my daughters b-day...I don't want to spoil her bday. And if we wait until next month to get pg, it will be close to my sons bday. When I was pg w/her, the due date was my sons bday....which I was worried about. I didn't want him to ever think that his bday wasn't special. But..my daughter was born 4 weeks early, not by her choice. All went well though. I think I would be ok having a baby close to my sons bday...just not on that day. That is and will always be his special day.

I am ready to go to walmart - waiting for hubby and daughter to wake up. She crawled in bed with him while I was in the shower. She actually fell back asleep this time. I'll give them to 7:30...then we have to get ready and go. Walmart is tooooo busy on the weekends, but if we get there early it's not to bad. Ugh!

Take care everyone!

a little sad....

Well...I spent the past few days feeling blah! Nauseated. I thought for sure I was pregnant. However...much too my surprise, I work up this morning to find out No! I'm not pregnant. In fact, instead of being late....I was early. Ugh!! Oh by the way...I was right my hubby didn't know I stopped bcp. Apparently when I messed up on them a few months ago and he told me to stop taking them, he meant that pack...not permanently. He knows now. So I guess it's good not to be pregnant without him expecting. I am still sad though. Now I have a dilemma...do we stop trying and wait until I'm sure to avoid a June-July baby? My daughters due date for a long time was the day after my sons birthday....that was hard. I do not want to go through that again. Though both were born early, by a few weeks. So we may be ok to try this month...then skip the next. Anyway...other than that things have been ok. Went to a wedding last night. My two year old daugher is a dancing queen! She enjoyed herself. When we were waiting for the wedding to start the pianist played this song that we played on my sons crib mobile all the time though, so I almost cried. Then at the reception one of the older ladies came up to me, and told me how she prayed for me, and she knew that God wouldn't leave my arms empty long. So I almost cried again. I miss that little boy. I know he's with me. I talk to him all the time. I don't let my hubby know that either . He knows I kiss Baby Dan's picture good night and tell him Mommy loves him though. Well, I better go round them up...it's bath time. Take care.