I can't believe it's been since October that I've been able to post anything. I've been keeping up with the blogs I read though. My work schedule was a little screwy around the holidays...And since my hubby doesn't know I have a blog I couldn't post because he was home also. My daughter is playing so good right now, so thought I would take a few minutes to blog. Christmas went well.....I had my few breakdowns, especially when we went to the cemetery. We had a Christmas tree and pretty decorations for my son. I think he would have liked them. It's just so hard to go through everything...Visits to my Mom's...Opening presents, everything....And not wonder what things would be like with him here. And to constantly feel that he was cheated out of everything. My daughter definitely helps...She is such a joy.
Well....I am about 14-15 weeks pg now. I find out the first week in February what we are having. I just keep praying for a healthy baby. I hope I didn't make a mistake wanting another baby. I don't think any of us could go through what we did the first time.
We are due 7/6. My daughters due date was 7/6...She was 4 weeks early though. And my son's bd is 7/5.
I'm going to be going part time at work soon. My Mom will watch both my daughter and the new baby if it's only 2 days a week. So, hopefully I can transfer to a part time job without losing too much money. I look forward to having more days at home. I feel like I missed alot with my daughter not being here every day for her. But we'll have time to enjoy before she starts school...That's another 2 years. Haven't said a lot to her about the new baby. She's so spoiled I'm not sure how she'll take it. She's not spoiled in a bad way.
Well, guess I better get her to take a nap. Hope everyone is doing well. Thinking of all of you.
Monday, January 08, 2007
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