Monday, August 21, 2006
Another confession
Ok....I don't think my DH knows I have a blog. He knows I read other blogs because they are on our favorites list. He just asked me if it helped reading them...I said yes, and that was all we discussed. So I have to either blog while he is outside playing with our daughter....or wait until my Monday's off. I feel bad not telling him, however he seems to be dealing ok with everything, and I want him to think I'm ok. I don't want him to worry about me. When I have my moments of crying fits..going through my sons clothes or photos, he hugs me...tells me it's ok, then says 'Baby Dan says no crying Mommy, he's ok now'. He's a good hubby. I just hope he doesn't have feelings bottled up that he's not sharing, though I don't think that's his style. He is very open. For that I'm thankful. I've had a good week this week. My mood has been pretty up, unusually so. My daughter's been in a good mood, and rather well behaved so that always helps. You know...having another baby is wonderful, and I don't know where I would be without her...but everytime she does something new, or says something new...or goes down the slide by herself ....it's always a "first" my son didn't have. So the moments are always bittersweet. That doesn't mean I'm not proud of her....she really makes me laugh, she has such a personality for a two year old. Lately she likes to imitate frogs....leaping through the house. She's napping now. Well I better do some housework while I have some quiet time. Take care....
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2 comments:
Hi, just came by your blog via another blog. I'm very, very sorry for your loss too. It must have been very hard to have lost a son after spending so much time with him.
There are so many of us to have suffered a loss of some sort or other and I only find us on the net!
My husbands in the dark too, about my blog. I'm sure if he knew it helps me he'd be fine about it but for some reason I need this little secret just for myself.
Wishing you all the best.
Artblog
artblog...thanks for your comment. I think taking the time to blog has helped. Even if alot of people are not reading...it helps. I'm sorry for your loss also, take care. :)
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